WILEEN WAS HERE
w.w.h
Hi people. Someone stole my handphone so i changed my phone. Number's still the same but i would appreciate it if you would leave your contact numbers on my tagboard. Thanks.
wileen
ps. i won't get the new sim card till a few days later so take your time to post
Exams over tomorrow,
I'm kinda scared for my maths exam cause i failed the mock paper.
My teacher set the paper but i think have a lot of careless mistakes.
very sad. i think for whole paper I only have method marks.
die.
Then English hor, i scared my summary content not enough because many people wrote more content than me.
die.
i think tomorrow lit i will do better, its not a written exam, its a presentation.
My group is all the girly and soft people.
Sure to get more individual presentation marks than them.
Supposed to present a scrapbook based on the lit book.
Now i waiting for my friend to send me the script to memorize.
last minute memorization...
just like how i did Bio Revision last night.
Normally i wouldn't revise,
but this IS end of year.
hope my results not too bad. Must at least got top 90 in the level...
wileen
erm..... hi.... yea, so i'm wileen(obvious)
and wileen hasn't posted for a loooooooooooong time.(obvious)
and wileen is bored(obvious)
ok bye
OH NO. I MISSED TEACHERS DAY.
sniff. i was going to go at 1.30 but then.....
lets just say that i fell asleep.....
so sian lor. sniff, snuffle :[
die lar.
but anyway,i slept till 6pm so i practically missed the whole thing.
haiya.
Anyways, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY to all teachers
crumble into ashes,
blow away with dust.
wither in the sweltering heat,
nothing ever lasts.
being my own person,
harder than it seems.
my mind is worlds away from here,
my inspiration dims.
i just felt like typing a quick poem, its not good yet,but i'll edit it later. MUCH later (that means after a few months)
lately i've been very uninspired. NOTHING i draw is perfect...
i'm unsatisfied with whatever i draw so i just give them all away.
its all too ugly.
i don't seem to pay attention in class(not even english)
i just don't feel like it anymore.
figure out the rest of the poem yourself.
WOW. it feels like two years since i updated so i'm going to summarise the major events just for rachel's sake (she asked me to post), then, i'm going to erm... not post. Possibly not for 10 years or so. Remember to check after ten years. i might post again. might. MIGHT. refunds not garunteed.
To begin with, i cried ... in public.... over a boy....(woohoo -_-)
DONT START TO XIANG WAI OK, LISTEN TO MY STORY FIRST LA.
Ok, ahem...
Once upon a time, there was a happy, healthy boy called Syukri. Except he was a teenager and he was terribly devastated. You see, almost everyone in class hated him( sort of like someone in 6A). So at this point, our heroine, wileen stepped in to help. Good ol' wileen managed to change everyone's opinions and we all lived happily ever after.
JUST KIDDING.
Ya know, happily ever afters don't really exist anymore. I'm losing faith. Seems like everyone in this world must hate someone when HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG. Seriously.... ....people this days...
Want to know the real ending? Well here it is.
I got SCOLDED and CRIED. So much for my happy ending. Oo, Oo, so much for my happy ending......Oo,Oo.....
Sorry, got carried away there.
1A people, don't hate me for this. i'm just clarifying to the 6A people.
The point is, i cried not because of the guy. It was because what my friends said really hurt me. Alot.
I'm fine, thanks for asking.
I guess 1A people just aren't 6A people.
I have to accept that fact and get over it.
Its hard to do when i still miss you guys. I don't have a really really close friend like ol' pigheaded in 6A. The days are lonely. Miss you guys.
Annoying fact: they now say i like that guy just because i stood up for him. Ah, the cycle of life.
Poem of the day:
There was once when i felt so young and naive,
till i was bombarded with questions and grieve
Why was the world so cruel with words?
Why so unfeeling when they know it hurts?
How come i feel like the world's crashing down?
And upon my face, a big ugly frown.
-Get over it.
wileen
Trees are still green,
the sky is still blue.
I am still me,
and you are still you.
Emo at sundown,
wake up at dawn.
Fall back to sleep on that bleak weekday morn.
The sun is too blinding and i'm late for school.
Oh great, another red light.
(darn traffic rules)
To the heck with the teachers,
i might as well say.
(i'm getting irritated)
I'm not late anyway.
I doodle in my books as the teachers drone on.
once the bell rings, i will be gone.
I sprint back home,
but i do not go far.
(out of breath)
Whatever lar.
Stumble to the lift,
collaspe at the door.
My bag murdered me as my head hit the floor.
My books jumped out,
and taunted me saying,
"wileen's got homework."
This day i'm not liking.
You're reading this and should be knowing,
where this poem should be going.
The only thing i have to say,
is that i really hate today.
afternote:
This happens everyday so yea.... then again i'm not really emo...